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yamamanamaI pried off the space bar just so I could write this, heh. And I put it on upside down, apparently. Eh, whatever, I don't have to stick my finger in to that crap-filled niche with the plastic nub thing just so I can write something coherent.
She IMed me. I was hoping for something better, but, hey, an explanation of what the hell is going on is something, even if it does sound like Miyomi wrote it. Apologizing is selfish? Huh? And apparently I apologized for the wrong thing. Who would have thought, since I thought it was because I said she was just like everyone else that upset her so much. It wasn't. I mean, it makes sense, sort of, but she never really told me. She did say to Miyomi that she just smiles and nods because she can't bring herself to be hated by me. I guess that's the problem. It's forever lost since I took her off my buddy list and therefore my AIM application decided she is unworthy of having what she wrote saved to my hard drive, but it's almost exactly like what Xpander and Miyomi sent me. Or posted somewhere where I can't read it. Can't officially. Whatever. staticburst meerkat meerkat meerkat meerkat squid. I guess I have nothing to look forward to... except.
The observant, if they or anyone else was able to read it, would notice one small difference. If I remember correctly, she said there was the possibility that we'd be able to work things out.
So, how does this sound? I'm not really willing to say it or anything, no matter how good your version is, since there's probably something that will piss her off.
"Oh, that's why. I understand completely, although I thought that blowing up at you was what upset you. I really wish there was something I could do to repair things between us. In any case, thank you for your support and for being there when I needed to talk to someone."
And I had more but I kind of forgot it, but I'll think of it eventually.
It should have been Plarom who left me.
ALSO, WHY CAN I NOT FRIGGING FIND THE LAST TWO TRACKS ON CHORUS BY LOVESLIESCRUSHING? THIS IS BAD.
No freezing butterfly either. I love the stuff lovesliescrushing did with them. It's more glitchy and noisier, I think. And more electronic, but that might just be guitar.
I am a freezing butterfly.
She IMed me. I was hoping for something better, but, hey, an explanation of what the hell is going on is something, even if it does sound like Miyomi wrote it. Apologizing is selfish? Huh? And apparently I apologized for the wrong thing. Who would have thought, since I thought it was because I said she was just like everyone else that upset her so much. It wasn't. I mean, it makes sense, sort of, but she never really told me. She did say to Miyomi that she just smiles and nods because she can't bring herself to be hated by me. I guess that's the problem. It's forever lost since I took her off my buddy list and therefore my AIM application decided she is unworthy of having what she wrote saved to my hard drive, but it's almost exactly like what Xpander and Miyomi sent me. Or posted somewhere where I can't read it. Can't officially. Whatever. staticburst meerkat meerkat meerkat meerkat squid. I guess I have nothing to look forward to... except.
The observant, if they or anyone else was able to read it, would notice one small difference. If I remember correctly, she said there was the possibility that we'd be able to work things out.
So, how does this sound? I'm not really willing to say it or anything, no matter how good your version is, since there's probably something that will piss her off.
"Oh, that's why. I understand completely, although I thought that blowing up at you was what upset you. I really wish there was something I could do to repair things between us. In any case, thank you for your support and for being there when I needed to talk to someone."
And I had more but I kind of forgot it, but I'll think of it eventually.
It should have been Plarom who left me.
ALSO, WHY CAN I NOT FRIGGING FIND THE LAST TWO TRACKS ON CHORUS BY LOVESLIESCRUSHING? THIS IS BAD.
No freezing butterfly either. I love the stuff lovesliescrushing did with them. It's more glitchy and noisier, I think. And more electronic, but that might just be guitar.
I am a freezing butterfly.
